My running life is over here in Boise

So I decided to go running this morning for the first time. It turns out it was a REALLY bad idea since I had an allergic reaction the moment I quit running. I started sneezing when I got done outside but didn't think anything of it. My ears were killing me too cuz it was chilly outside. Well I kept sneezing like crazy when I got inside and blowing my nose out of control. I was feeling weird like I was in a pressurized bubble of some sort and then it really hit me. My throat started closing off, my eyes started itching, my nose closed off and all of the sudden I could barely breathe. I hurried and took one of my allergy pills and Zach got me some Benadryl. Nothing was changing, only getting worse. My eyes were itching and getting all puffy with the insides of them puffing out and watering like crazy, they wouldn't stop, and I could barely talk. This all happened in a matter of about 5-7 minutes from when I walked into the door. It was like the night when I had an allergic reaction when I first got married. After about a half hour nothing was changing and I felt like I might die because I wasn't getting any air, so I had Zach give me a blessing. Since then, my throat has quit closing off but I can hardly talk still, because it is still all swollen and my eyes are all swollen, my nose is swollen to help with the bigness it already has and it is compleltely 100% stuffed up. Not like a cold stuffed up either, its a really weird feeling. Some might be wondering, maybe I should go to the doctor or why didn't I. We have no insurance. Zach told me we should go a bunch of times but we don't have the money too so I said no unless it starts getting worse again. We called Mom and had her call Susan and see what the doctors would do if we do go and she said they give you a shot that cost a ton of money, so here I sit. I can hardly talk from my swollen throat and I can't breathe from my nose being closed off and my eyes are all squishy, nasty and swollen. Pretty sweet huh? I can't even be outside for more than 20 minutes I guess. I only ran 2 miles cuz I haven't gone in weeks and this is what I get for it. My breathing sounds like Linz's when she has an asthma attack. Who knows, mabes I have asthma now too. I am so sick of my body, it is torch, and I guess I won't be running again anytime soon.